It is Time!!!

So I am going to the hospital in about an hour. Surgery is at 2 but all the fun prep stuff is first. I am not going to lie. I am scared. I dont know why. I am sure things will be fine but I have never had to go through anything like this before. I am not going to pretend I am brave and not scared. So there you have it. I am scared. I am not sure if the adrenalin from the accident happening was keeping me going before but that day I sure thought I was brave. Here i am about 6 days later and I am scared. This has created a lot of first's for me. First surgery, first broken bone, first ride in ambulance, first time having an iv, first time getting majorly hurt without insurance, ;). I would be fine not having to do some of these things ever again.

I am so happy to feel comfront from my Heavenly Father at this time when I am so worried. Things will be fine. When this first happened the primary song "A Child's Prayer" popped into my head. I know he hears me and my worries.

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!!

Love ya.

Manda